Just watching this probably for the first time since I posted it a few years back. How far have I come since then. I still can not believe that it is almost five years now. I feel like this one moment of my life is still continuing on. I also recognized how I was letting go of that department and even trying to attempt to make any changes there. In all that struggle I found the key. It was right there with me in the middle of all that chaos that surrounded me. And now I can see that with chaos comes clarity. The distraction the chaos causes not only deconstruct and sometimes destruct (if not careful) allows one to not focus on the true source of ones power so that the gift God does give us can come through in a way unseen. That my dare is the true gift of Gods Love. The ability to let go and let God do his work will show you his Love overtime. Learn to trust your gift and just watch as the world unfolds right in front of you. You did it kid!! Congratulations, your faith and trust in God has been one of your strongest aspects of who you are now and what you may become in the future. Be proud, Be humble and never stop loving. And always remember to stay True to who you are in the now and you will never get lost again. You Got This!!!!
Reminder letting go did not mean giving up either. You let go of saving others and learned to save yourself. That my dare is the biggest key of them all. Spread the love, spread the word, the lord is with you all and now the time has come to share what all others are in need of and that is the one who can show them the true way home now that you know your way there.